"Frostmind"
   Cold January morning at the northern land
   White frost embraces the dawn
   Cold nature awaking under the veil of snow
   With the first beams of light
   Cold air not warming despite the light
   As my breath vapors
   
   Frozen northenr air - Northern frozen nature
   
   Ice is all that remains of the flowing streams
   Of bright and pure water
   Ice covers the hills like a monument
   For honor of the frost
   
   Frostbite - on my skin the feel of winter - Frostmind
   Frostmind - deep inside the cold lovebite - Frostbite
   
   Crystallike shine on these towers of ice
   Too bright for my eyes...
   
   Light has taken my sight made me snowblind
   As the vision I saw at the north
   Light formed into a shape and offered a hand
   To guide my blind eyes
   
   Frostbite - on my skin the feel of winter - Frostmind
   Frostmind - deep inside the cold lovebite - Frostbite
   
   
   
   
   
   "The Cleansing"
   ...Out from the darkened night,
   Into the burning hot cleansing steam...
   
   My weak endeavour to stay clean;
   From all the filth that I've gladly taken in.
   Failed escape from reality;
   My soul lies unwanted with a stain of sin...
   
   I feel myself impure;
   I need the cleansing;
   Craving for more of your love...
   
   I feel myself unclean;
   I need the cleansing;
   Oh, wash me clean from these stains in me...
   
   ...Out from the hot burning steam,
   Into the frozen cold granular snow...
   
   The filth I've seen on my way;
   Hasn't stain me like the evil from within.
   Evil deeds and words I say;
   I've soiled my soul with a stain of sin...
   
   I feel myself impure;
   I need the cleansing;
   Craving for more of your love...
   
   I feel myself unclean;
   I need your blessing;
   Only you can clean these stains in me...
   
   
   
   
   
   "The Cold Northwind"
   As a stranger I wandered to this place
   I was self-confident but afraid
   Crimes shadowed my way
   
   I flee from long arm of law
   I used to run but now I crawl
   My knife is still colored by blood
   
   Cold breathing Northwind shattering
   As I say a silent prayer for my soul
   My soul in shadows that rise upon my crimes
   
   Ice and snow whirl shredding my skin
   By fierce blow of ice-cold Northwind
   
   The Cold Northwind
   
   Loneliness at the hills of north
   While wind sweeps like God's wrath
   Will I pay my crimes by death?
   
   I have made so many sons to bleed
   Still son of God bled for me
   How could I ever believe?
   
   Cold breathing Northwind avenging
   As I scream a prayer for my soul
   My soul in shadows that rise upon my crimes
   
   Dark and cold visions shredding my mind
   By fierce blow of ice-cold Northwind
   
   The Cold Northwind
   
   
   
   
   
   "Blue Flamed Fire"
   I lay myself on the snowy ground and stare the open sky
   The trees stand around me carrying their limbs heavy with snow
   As my eyes wander at the stars and the moon retreats behind the clouds
   I start to think about my life and the course I've given to it
   
   The fire that burns keeps me warm
   The fire that Christ set to burn
   
   My mind survived the blue flamed fire
   My hate survived the blue flamed fire
   
   I can hear the church bells from a distance somewhere far
   Voices of nocturnal nature raise the tempo of my heart
   The Blue Flamed Fire's been burning in my soul for so long
   Still I've always been myself; nothing less and nothing more
   
   I lift myself up from the snow and start to walk in this darkness
   Feeling so blind trying to find the path which I came from
   As I raise my eyes to the sky the moon returns from behind the clouds
   I look up to silhouettes of trees and know which path is mine
   
   The fire that burns keeps me warm
   The fire that Christ set to burn
   
   My mind survived the Blue Flamed Fire
   My hate survived the Blue Falmed Fire
   
   I can hear the church bells from a distance somewhere far
   Voices of nocturnal nature raise the tempo of my heart
   The Blue Flamed Fire's been burning in my soul for so long
   Still I've always been myself; nothing less and nothing more
   
   
   
   
   
   "Dark Night Under The Northern Sky"
   At this frosty night under the starlit sky
   Northern light caress my eyes
   The white spruce forest swaying
   By the rhythm of the wind
   
   I stare with sweet melancholy
   Its snowy pride and green beauty
   Crust of snow reflect in blue
   Pale light of the moon
   
   Walking through this silent night
   Close to my heart the cross I bare
   Silhouettes of trees in silence
   Reminds me of greatness above
   
   Oh starlit sky
   Withdraw behind the cloudiness on
   Dark Night Under The Northern Sky
   
   Neon lights color the night sky
   I wish they all would die
   The gray forest stands polluted
   Filthy snow begins to melt
   
   I see violence on these crowded streets
   So full of hostility
   I confront eyes that contempt
   That've forgotten him
   
   Walking through this pagan land
   My cross gets heavier to bear
   But I've seen the revelation
   Through your eyes my beloved one
   
   Your starlit eyes
   Awoke me to see forgiveness on
   Dark Night Under The Northern Sky
   
   
   
   
   
   "Love Demise"
   As I walk this sidewalk all alone, wet from rain and so cold
   I press my head down and try to hide from their looks
   
   Deep inside I cry in pain, so intense it drives insane
   I walk away from love that became betrayal
   
   In my heart I bear the scars
   That remain there forever
   Clawed by Love Demise
   
   Once pertners now just apart
   Left alone by betrayal
   Clawed by Love Demise
   
   "They were so young"; I heard them say, but that is not a reason
   To rip my heart and leave it out to bleed
   
   I lay my eyes up to the stars, and pray that I'll find her
   The one I thought I found, but I am still looking for
   
   In my heart I bear the scars
   That will remain forever
   Clawed by Love Demise
   
   Once partners now just apart
   Left alone by betrayal Clawed by Love Demise
   
   
   
   
   
   "Winterheart"
   I wake up to the sound of frost creaking in the walls
   I crawl to the door to confront its cold breath
   
   First morning after the long autumn
   Exitement fills my heart
   Before my eyes opens a scene so bright
   Wintertime has begun
   
   Oh, I hear the forest calling for me
   Oh, the natures roaring so tempting secne for
   
   My Winterheart cast in white frost
   Cold dawn of winter, the love divine enters to
   My Winterheart
   
   Into the cold and snow surrounded
   Forest now I stroll
   The path I've chosen leads to prescece
   Of the Creator
   
   Oh, how I admire the beauty of these trees
   Oh, how they stand in silence dressed in white they greet
   
   My Winterheart cast in white frost
   Cold dawn of winter, the love divine enters to
   My Winterheart
   
   Memories take me to dawn of his glory in my life
   Grace pours like snowflakes on my wounded soul
   
   
   
   
   
   "Painthings"
   I'm painting my sorrow with these dark colors
   I immortalize my painful ife into this work of art
   
   Night after night
   At the attic in dim candlelight
   I return to my work
   These dark lines and visions that hurt
   
   And from the canvas I can look into my soul
   The paint reflects my inner fears and my pain
   
   Weak soul in my weaker flesh
   Alone and so addicted
   Lost of love made me insane
   All I have is skill to paint
   
   I'm painting my sorrow with these dark colors
   I immortalize my painful life into this work of art
   
   Pain after pain
   Painted in valued works of art
   The hate i have for this gift
   Why can I paint the shape of suffering?
   
   My respected art I create from my pain
   Dark visions from my hollow soul
   
   Weak soul in my weaker flesh
   Alone and so addicted
   Lost of love made me insane
   All I have is skill to paint
   
   Lost of love made me insane...